Well how wonderful is this. The man that raped me has payed a lovely visit to the only place I can call home. He dropped by to inform my stepfather(who is his biological father) that he was cleared of more charges involving children, this time battery and child abuse. YAY FOR HIM!!

Make me cry,
Swear it, never again
Get pissed off,
Do something about it, damnit
Tears can't fall through the anger I feel
Can't keep me down,
Keep rolling,
Show those fuckers who I am,
Someone birthed from rage and bullshit,
On the loose now bitch,
Wish you could make me cry dont'cha???

I want to be known as me. I'm tired of hiding and saying I'm someone I'm not. (I did however take the liberty of changing the spelling of my name. I like it better with an h.)So here we are. I'm kind of out of hiding. And I think I like my new title. Should catch some attention ya think?!

I hate days that begin like this. Everyone around me in a pissy mood, contacts all dried out and in desperate need of cleaning, dried snot in my nose that no amount of blowing will dislodge, grumpy children. I HATE DAYS THAT BEGIN LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! It usually means that the whole day will be shitty. Hopefully not though, I'm going to try my best to make it better. My contacts are clean, kids are quiet and my nostrils are rehydrating so there is that at least. And most of the pissy people are gone. AHHHH I'm raging hungry now so I guess yet again I have to cut this short. Ok maybe not such a good day because now it seems like there are more jackasses around me that seem to need to inform me when I should change my son's diaper and said jackass is already piling the work on me for the day and making sure that in a sly way he has told me that NO HE WILL NOT DO A DAMN THING TO HELP OUT WITH WHAT HE KNOWS NEEDS TO BE DONE TODAY. Must be nice to have the whole day to yourself to do whatever the fuck you want to. Altho I get my time this morning I already know what else I have to rush to do later so I'm going to be stressed the whole time I am trying to relax. What a lovely fuckin day folks.